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Wednesday, December 31, 2008

Frustration being poured out ... ...


Not all frustration are the same... crews from the pump room have all these


This was what it looked like

I finished their frustration in one gulp

Ended up still have to pay them...






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Tuesday, December 30, 2008

I WANT it BADLY (Version 2)

Its 1906 hrs right now. In about 29 hours, we'll be counting down.

As usual, i've been drifting this year just like the past 22 years. Although i'm not proud of what i've done, i've learned alot from the people i've mixed with.

Thank you.

It's time to put those i've learned into practice.

I've not seriously set any resolution in my life. I'm going to set it now in order to get rid of the "don't know what to do syndrome" whenever i'm awake. Staring into the ceiling and forcing myself back to sleep was just so... "time-wasting"?

1. I need a suntan first whether to use lotion or not. ( I dislike myself appearing in videos and pictures )

2. I must not skip any tutorials and labs unless i have completed all the questions in it.

3. I want to learn guitar.

4. To participate in AHM (Army Half Marathon)

5. and then to RUN a full marathon in Standard Chartered Singapore Marathon 2009

6. To be able to do 14 pull-ups even when i'm tired

7. Speak up more (even though i'll talk rubbish initially)

8. and then to let people understand what i really mean.

9. Be natural, even when i'm in "danger"

10. Dan (3) Da (4) Xin (1) Xi (4)

11. Be humble.

12. and consistent.

13. Be happy from within, 24/7

14. Accountable to myself.

15. Get rid of 3 irritating habits of mine.

16. To remember what i've done OR to blog down what i've down ( Only way to achieve this is to do something important every day in my life )

17. To know, remember and give well-wishes during their birthdays. ( I didn't know some of their birthday, especially my boss )

18. 12 X Top 8 MTGO in tournaments ( I have a lot of passion in card games )

19. To DO a 40,000 API in 6 months to qualify for the FASTTRACK 2009. Follow-up, follow-up( If i don't, i'll leave and i know i'll lose out ALOT )

20. To be a better son, a better boyfriend, and a better friend. ( And a me that i like )

21. To have no regrets whatsoever when i'm preparing to sleep. ( I think that'll cure my insomnia )

I hate to be competing with others. And i find no reasons for me to work, study and play hard.

Resolutions set are for me to improve myself.

Along the way, someone may not like what i do. Or i may even hate myself for doing or saying "rubbish"

But then, I don't care.

Because at the end of 2009, i'd know that i'd done and accomplished, so much more, comparing to the past.

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Friday, December 19, 2008

blog lo

Hmm... I'm too engrossed in two things.

On top of that, i wasn't really happy about my 'present' being destroyed.

I shall put those aside for the moment until weekdays come along.

There are 3 more days of road show left.

To cultivate the right mentality to do the right thing at the right time.

The target seems so far away.

Start running.

Friday, December 5, 2008

random -.-

Well, haven been blogging for a long time.

So that means everything is all right?

Yapx! ^^

Just that i am still lazy...

Wahahahaha...

Please...

Try...

Cause i know what i hate...

Hmm... for not fulfilling the 900+ over presents (even though it seems that we're just joking about it).

Christmas is coming, and then the new year...

Will be fun ^^

Oops, i'm still blogging.

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