"spoilt brat"

I am fortunate. A really fortunate guy being blessed with almost everything (except not being very tall)

But, it's also because of it that i basically did nothing.

I can even use the word "spoilt brat" to describe me.

The many characters that's within me allows me to take the path that i want.

I can choose to be hardworking instead of "lazing around"

I am bright and yet i have made the SAME mistake again.

More importantly, as long as i live comfortably, as long as i don't find a good reason to live in the future... i will remain to just exist in this society, watching how people living their life to the fullest.

No doubt, the time that i waste now = the chances that i will lose in the future (not being able to draw a high starting pay). It seems that this reason isn't enough to get my engine started.

There's a lot of time whereby i had this tremendous guilt momentarily.... but it just disappear.
It doesn't last...

Maybe, juz maybe... i will hope for what i have to disappear. To disappear... so that i will treasure, so that i will know how important and how fortunate i am today.

It doesn't mean that we are right... when we are not wrong

Do we remember the last time we had defended ourselves by saying "I'm not in the wrong"?

How convenient and easy it was as we only needed to give one reason for our stand.

But we were not right either.

If we were to recount back those situation, would we be comfortable in saying that "I'm right"?

Most probably not.

Because we're aware that we could have done it in a different (or better) way... ...